All I Can Be Is Me, Whoever That Is.

florida countdown

i leave for FLORIDA in 13 hours! getting on the 5:30 C+J Bus outta Dover.

plane leaves @ 9:30.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Valentine - Shmalentine

Valentines Day is seriously a downer. Whats the point? To show the person that you love, you love them? If you need a special day to do that are you really in love? Go ahead Hallmark make all your money, oh, and don’t forget the roses that generally cost $10 but suddenly in the month of February they cost $50. Doesn’t anyone else smell a scam???

This Valentines Day for me personally, is especially dreadful. Before the actual hell day arrives, he bitches and moans that I don’t want to do anything. Now its February the 14th and do I even get a phone call from him? No. Of course not. So what do you fucking bitch for if your not even going to fucking call!!! So I guess you could say I’m especially bitter this Valentines Day.

But on a lighter note, I leave for Florida on TUESDAY!! Which I am insanely excited for. Warm weather, palm trees, & best of all NO SNOW!!!!!!! Who knows if I like it enough, maybe I’ll go back….. for a extended period of time. Seriously, what does Maine have to offer me? …….heartache and no job, yippie.

lame day.

i hate not working. i hate not having money. but so do thousands of other people in this fuckin country!!!

but someday hopefully in the near future, i want to get another tattoo. i’ve got a few good one brewin’ up in my noggin.

hellz yeah!

i like this one.

just don’t tell me that this doesn’t mean the world, cause my ears would bleed and my heart would hit the floor

Went to Anthony Raneri’s solo show tonight it was sooo good, well his part anyway. You really do see so many different types of people at those shows. Sometimes I spend way to much time trying to figure them out. Example: The girl with the skinny emo jeans, ambercrombie flip flops (in the middle of winter, by the way), a friggin hollister top, a coach bag, with her septum AND lip pirced.. Like what message is she trying to send with THAT outfit??? I know it doesn’t really matter but… still… it angers me a tad.

But back to the show, it was amazeing. Anthony Raneri has a beautiful voice and his lyrics are just incredible. END OF STORY.

goodnite.